•                                    VR and 14

                                  Andrew Beergnat 
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    My parents would plod up the carpetted stairs to
    their bedroom, and I would, at least on this night,
    roll over the couch, pull 'on' the power knob
    located just beneath the tri-color metal decal,
    find the right channel, adjust the volume so as to
    not bother the retiring duo, make a soda run to
    the fridge, and position the throw pillows
    perfectly, lying on my back like a cat, waiting for the

  • innocent, half-naked middle class girls to
    make their entrance. I planned on a wild night,
    a nutty spring night, with forbidden exploration
    and mischieviousness. I was going to, all alone,
    watch 'Seashore, Sweeties And Surf' on our color
    TV. 

  • The internal vacuum tubes began cooking, the
    static electricity whisked across the thick hunter
    green glass that brightened in telegenic,
    spectral laced borders. Soon the affected
    walnut cabinet sent out a hint of consumption.
    Her face enlarged from above, out of focus,
    then sharpened. A beautiful pageant girl of Irish,
    maybe Norwegian-American youth, tucking a
    stray curl under the white plastic bathing cap. In
    a one-piece swimsuit, she knelt forward on the
    beach, her long fingers delicately collecting a
    sand dollar, then she stared back at me, toward
    the parking lot. 

    "Hey, Dunce, they want your balls." 

    Up in the parking lot, the lanky guy trying to carry
    a football, basketball, a can of tennis balls and a 
    volley ball, got swamped by a horde of hunk
    greazers exiting the woodie station wagon. One
    of them, maybe part latino, and compact cute,
    grabbed the volley ball and headed down to
    the sand, growling and kicking back a rooster
    tail, causing Dunce to lose everything. 

    "Wow", I yelped. "Ho ho." And nearly spilt my 

    R C Cola. 

    "Wooooooooo," the girls by the hot dog stand
    harmonized. They were looking past Dunce and 
    Morning Glory, who just accidently crumpled her
    prize, as they all ogled Rhett showing somewhat 
    atheletic prowess spiking the ball over the net.
    Their gaze turned to pity as they shifted attention
    to the blonde while scarfing down frankfurters at
    the counter. All were in one-piece suits and most 
    were wearing bathing caps, and I could
    imagine they smelled of suntan lotion. The owner
    and cook and probably the builder of the dingy
    yellow plywood hut on wheels, that had
    illustrations of banana splits on the sides, though
    they weren't on the menu, was an overweight
    man wearing a white tanktop and apron, a
    lawful white paper hat and a grey day old
    beard. He kept eying everything from an 
    apathetic yet discouraged side. 

    They commented how she was a junior, yet still
    didn't have a boyfriend. She was a knockout, yet

    she didn't want any of the boys who pursued
    her, cause they weren't him. Rhett walked many
    girls home, and he probably kissed several girls
    on the mouth. The wrong girls. The ones who
    chewed gum in class and smoked in the
    bathroom. The ones who got detention. Morning
    Glory was "too good" for him, a snob. He didn't
    want a Miss Prissy, they surmized. Like most of
    them, a Junior at Theodore Roosevelt High, she
    could attain what they couldn't, the best looking
    boy in school, if she'd at least chew gum in class. 

    As the sea gulls picked at scraps in the far corner
    of the parking lot and Morning Glory got up to 
    collect the sun bleached and sand worn shells, a
    ruse to get away from the beach crowd, Dunce 
    rested against the station wagon, and realized
    he caught the eye of one of the kids at the
    stand. She was a sophmore, like himself, and
    had the shiniest auburn locks braided in almost
    professionally done pigtails, which when she
    disdainfully turned away, whipped her freckled
    nose. 

    From somewhere else, a group of a dozen
    adolescents descended around the hot dog
    stand and the old, rusted Chevy truck that
    jackknife parked the rig. They were playing tag.
    The tall skinny kid sought refuge under a palm.
    The stud at the volley ball net got distracted by
    the new girls and lost his serve. Morning Glory
    was grabbing shells like they were left in a line
    on the beach, heading towards an
    unpopulated area. 

    With the midday sun glowing through my eyelids,
    and with the warming sand against my shirtless 
    back, I didn't know why I was there, yet it was
    fabulous, until irrate spats of venom came down
    at me from above. Stopping game play I was.
    Rhett was trying to take my head off as I got to
    my feet, bare as they were. in fact, my only attire
    were cutoff jeans, and I could tell, no
    underwear. 

    I stood silent, trying to determine the situation,
    with the guys around me boiling, unsympathetic.
    So I was prodded along by the baking sand. The
    tops of my toes felt the sting as they scraped the
    inner dark gummy part of the asphalt's edge,
    liquifying in the heat. I managed my way to the
    woodie, killing my arches with every step finding
    a bit of gravel, and leaned against its side. I
    closed my eyes again, and a spray of water hit
    my cheek. Two beautiful senior girls rushed by,
    wet, pinching the water from their noses and
    wringing their whole healthy bodies. 

    I'd follow them to the counter, but first I had to
    check the thick, green-tinged glass I was up
    against. Something forced me to ponder my
    reflection, as things seemed so different. My
    palms on the roof, I searched my reflection, and
    realized I was now a sun-bleached blond, with
    much fuller hair, and, no mistaking, I was at least
    five inches taller. I had to bend my knees to
    reach as far down as I did before. I touched the
    wide whitewall. The tire was rough and its tread
    was worn. There was a slight whiff of rubber rot. I
    turned to the hot dog vender. 

    The old man distracted me from the two girls. 

    "Here you go, son." He handed me an an
    orange soda in a Dixie cup and a hot dog
    wrapped in 
    paper. 

    The heat lamp warming the buns might as well
    of been pointed at my copper zipper, and I felt
    the 
    old man knew it. My heart was racing, my
    trachea bypassed my vocal chords for sure, and
    my legs, even with new color and hairy length
    were numb. I was a seduced male. They were
    head to bobbing head, talking, unaware of me,
    until I slipped a hand, a quivering hand, onto the
    closest one's thigh. Now, the man looked up
    from wiping the counter top. The girl glared
    back at first, then instantly put on a smile. She
    pulled the swim cap from her head, revealing
    rich black hair that went to her tender shoulders,
    then she reached down and removed, of all
    things, a cat collar from her ankle. 

    I was playing with the elastic edge of the bottom
    part of her suit. She was sliding her womanly 
    fingers across my chest. The cook called for his
    wife, who came from the back room, where the 
    soda cannisters and electrical outlets were
    located. 

    "Son," he said, no emotion on his unkempt face.
    "You two can use the back room, if you want. My

    wife doesn't need to sleep all day." He turned to
    his side. "Go get some relish at the store, and..." 
    He leaned toward the crag of a woman. "Get
    some beer for me." 

    "Isn't it strange how people's lives come
    together?" I asked, interupting my discourse. 

    We were in the university's computer simulation
    lab, just Dr. Edwards and myself. I was now a 
    middle-aged man, and he was in late
    middle-age, though, of course, you're as young
    as you want to be. It was eleven-thirty at night,
    and the entire floor was long since silent for the
    day. The campus below was itself void of
    pedestrians, and completely still, with well lit
    areas around the buildings and walkways. 

    He seemed preoccupied about something,
    even after what I just told him. Unbelievable.
    Finally, he came around to face me. 

    "Of course, that's the wildest coincidence I"ve
    heard..." 

    "Not really," I interrupted. " My adolescent torrid
    imaginings were too numerous to allow for 
    improbability." 

    "Far-fetched." 

    It was odd to him that 'Sweeties', as he called it,
    would've influenced my life, when he was the
    guy who played Dunce all those years ago. Of
    course, since then, he went to college, got
    interested in the field of computer graphics,
    which led to an increasing knowledge of VR,
    and led to a professorship at a university. I've
    loved talking to this man ever since as a college
    student in the seventies, first as a TA, he turned
    me on to computer simulation programming. I
    wanted to engage him in discussing his latest
    theories, and was tactlessly trying to jump-start
    him that night. As his colleague, it sometimes
    seemed just as nebulous as ever, in that I was
    always playing catch-up. 

    "Remember, Tom, when I progammed a
    computer to play tic-tac-toe?" 

    Edwards nodded thoughtfully. 

    It was in the early part of my student days when
    it was done by punch cards and the air
    conditioned room wasn't just for our comfort. The
    machine would overheat doing simple
    arithmatic. Now, it was full sensory teledildonics
    simulation VR games such as Tea With The
    Kupcheks, which lets the participant experience
    virtual wife swapping. As part of the faculty, I
    made the mistake of bringing home prototype
    equipment and software, taking advantage of
    the perks. It was, indeed educational, but that
    went south when my son discovered the
    software under my mattress. 

    "I spend so many waking hours teaching or in
    research that I could never use it to the extent
    my kid does." 

    "What about Jenny?" he asked. 

    "I think she must come home on her lunch hour.
    She's addicted to digital sex. I know she prefers it 
    over me. Mr. Frankie Fractal has stolen my wife." 

    He said we were too damn good. The lighting
    was limited to what was on our terminals, so
    there was a clear view of the campus, without
    interference. 

    "She takes off her clothes and puts on the
    cellophane body liner," I began. My sweet
    Jenny, with her short bangs, her turned up nose,
    her passion. "Then, into the white canvas Lanier
    suit and shoes she wiggles." The inner layer
    known as the 'smart skin', loaded with
    micro-transducers, a web of intimate tactile
    stimulators that could make her feel anything
    from a rash to goose flesh. She slips on the
    gloves, which, again, could let her experience a
    'virtual' handshake or make friends with any part 
    of somebody's anatomy, or hold a glass of
    champagne, and discern it as being glass and
    not plastic or wood. The lightweight
    head-mounted display comes on, and she is
    sitting in the nonexistent living room of the
    Kupcheks, the swinging couple offering her tea
    and cake. "It's lunch hour, and most people are
    rushing through drive-thrus, unwrapping
    pastrami sandwiches at their desks, or doing
    errands, but my wife is at home daintily holding
    a teacup and saucer that aren't there and trying
    to get perved before she has to get back to the
    job." 

    There was just a faint grin from the man as he
    stood towering in front of the full length window,
    a slight hunch showing through the argyle
    patterned sweater he wore. "I indulge in the
    Walk Through The Forest program," he said.
    "There is something therapeutic about even a
    virtual stroll through an old growth forest. To
    compile the data when forming the simulation
    was also helpful to the soul, like being a Noah
    archivist." 

    A good place for poor me to go and whack-off
    with privacy, behind a sequoia. 

    "We've worked several years on most of the
    senses. This department has even gone as far as 
    co-development with the Japanese. We've all
    worked like hell." He came away from the
    window, and looked down on me as I sat
    backwards in an office chair. "I, alone, got the
    'smell'." 

    With his peculiar humble sideways march to the
    blackboard, the three words 'in the dark' jabbed
    at my brain. The flourescents came on. He broke
    a piece of chaulk and began drawing, all the
    while intermittantly facing me in the harsh light,
    his gold wire rims his only facial feature.
    Everything this man said was fact, and I knew
    what he was saying. He created smellavision.
    Tom Edwards invented smellavision, and I was
    not told, yet he was still making it seem like I was
    his closest confidant. I'd be at his throat like a
    wounded pit bull if he wasn't so nervous. He
    proceeded to detail his formulae for Olfactory
    Stimuli Reproduction with Applications in Virtual
    Reality. Some sort of periodic table was put up,
    then came the equations dealing with electrical
    resistance correlation. He told me about a
    breakthrough in micro-robotics that, together
    with other new tools, molecules could be altered
    like tinker toys, and nanotemplates would boil
    them off in our nostrils, mimicing molecular 
    clusters of various scents, as with electronic
    brands on our membranes, we'd detect
    nonexistent odors. 

    At the last row of faux granite tables, caught off
    guard, scribbling on a yellow notepad, even
    while he shut off the lights and wiped the green
    board clean and was breathing over my
    shoulder, I got down on paper the essentials.
    Agitated and too close. Salt and pepper curls on
    his neck, pulsing against his jugular. He tore the
    top sheet along the perforation. The nearest
    tube's screen blasting from his lenses. He wrestled
    with what to do before leaving the page alone
    and withdrawing to the next chair over. 

    "A foreign graduate student of mine, from Brazil,
    told me who rules," he said quietly. "They that 
    formed a consortium of South American
    countries, in secret. A people who have the
    resources to hire discreet Anglo mercenaries to
    fulfill the agenda when in the United States. My
    student, an Arawakan Indian, gave the bastards
    my research." 

    "What agenda?" 

    The rain forests should be preserved. Slash and
    burn policies should be hence forth stopped.
    They believe this planet will die if the Amazon
    Basin is over inhabited and used up in urban
    sprawl and fuel, and all that remain fertile are
    pastures." 

    Some leadership for this was needed. 

    "A beautiful dark-skinned, runty by our standards,
    Stone Age, poison-tipped arrow, deep forest 
    tribe presides over the member states," Dr.
    Edwards continued. "Their main point is
    reciprocity. It must have been a chuckle to say
    there must be something called Wild Prairie while
    still living the hunter gatherer life thousands of
    miles away." 

    I swallowed hard, staring at a mouse pad. "Our
    prairie?" 

    He said something about the Mexican prairie,
    too, and I pushed back, springing from the seat,
    and began pacing. "The kid was yanking your
    chain." I fuzzed everything from my mind and
    quickly asked about what alloys would be used
    in the transducers, only to catch a paranoid
    glance. He then got up and joined me at the
    window. 

    "They have my work, though I don't know for
    what they need olfactronics. Now they will want
    to eliminate the source." 

    Going through my mind was either a darkly clad
    commando unit or neatly groomed,
    business-suited smoothies with concealable
    automatics. Dr. Edwards, however, assured me
    that it would be a gang of grunge wearing forty
    year olds, probably with skateboards that had
    dual purposes as laser assisted fire arms that had
    silencers and shot Talons. He went on to explain
    that various men with that description would
    throughout the day and night position
    themselves, taking turns, standing alone at a
    particular street lamp that was near the library's
    entrance, and provided a view of his car in the 
    Engineering parking lot. I tried picturing myself
    wearing a baseball cap backwards and riding a

    skateboard, then I grabbed him by the arm and
    headed for the lobby. As expected, he began 
    whining like his life was in danger, but I was
    going to confront those fears by taking him
    directly to that light pole, which at that time of
    night would surely be unoccupied. 

    How often does a professor twosome come out
    the main doors and become silent and as still as
    the midnight surroundings of a campus? Daring
    not to lose momentum using the elevator, I had
    pushed him along through the stairwell, all the
    while relating a scene of incredible sensual
    seclusion in a limitless field of wheat and
    sometimes within endless rows of corn, ready for
    the first harvest of my winsome new brides and I.
    Our land and crop, for once, and our mattress.
    My piece of the dream that nothing would strip
    away. My mentor and I moved down the pristine
    walkway toward the curb. 
     

    A man with the feared profile was unaware of
    us, doing foot stunts with his board. He was
    about 
    thirty yards of hedging away, on the sidewalk,
    and all we had to do was back out of sight. On
    his waist was a belt purse large enough to hold
    guns and ammo. Perhaps Edwards noticed that
    as well, because he broke from me and ran for
    the parking lot. The chirp of the door unlocking
    on his Lexus. The patter of his hard shoes on the
    pavement. The skateboarder momentarily stood
    as still and stupid as me, then drew a
    semi-automatic from the bag, and rolled past
    me in a heartbeat, shoving me to the ground.
    Another goon popped up from behind the Lexus
    and, in a combat stance, fired a 9mm round
    from his pistol straight at the oncoming man. He
    missed and began shouting. "We have the info,
    Dunce! You are so dumb, dude. You are too
    smart to let live." 

    He fired again. 

    Dr. Edwards felt the impact of the slug against his
    cranium. He almost felt it tear through his brain, 
    except for the sudden cold and silence and
    darkness beyond achievability. 

    I looked to my side as I lay on the grass, the team
    of sidewalk surfers wheeling it into the night. 

    "That was so cool!" he shouted in my face. "It was
    like sensory deprivation. This is exactly the kind 
    of GAME OVER our shareholders want." 
     
     
     
     
     

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